Share | Connect http://www.i-feel.co.uk life is an adventure Thu, 17 Jun 2010 11:53:07 http://www.i-feel.co.uk/pls/em_emocean.pg_single_post?p_post_id=229 http://www.i-feel.co.uk/pls/em_emocean.pg_single_post?p_post_id=229 I will be spending 10 days with my most favorite person very soon. Sun, 30 May 2010 02:26:34 http://www.i-feel.co.uk/pls/em_emocean.pg_single_post?p_post_id=228 http://www.i-feel.co.uk/pls/em_emocean.pg_single_post?p_post_id=228 i have spent the day recovering a corrupt oracle instance Fri, 14 May 2010 21:26:05 http://www.i-feel.co.uk/pls/em_emocean.pg_single_post?p_post_id=227 http://www.i-feel.co.uk/pls/em_emocean.pg_single_post?p_post_id=227 I'm in love with @FabMissK Tue, 06 Apr 2010 08:08:06 http://www.i-feel.co.uk/pls/em_emocean.pg_single_post?p_post_id=226 http://www.i-feel.co.uk/pls/em_emocean.pg_single_post?p_post_id=226 Wondering about what will happen next. (posted via i-feel.co.uk) Sun, 28 Feb 2010 10:40:55 http://www.i-feel.co.uk/pls/em_emocean.pg_single_post?p_post_id=225 http://www.i-feel.co.uk/pls/em_emocean.pg_single_post?p_post_id=225 there is an unspoken torrent of change about to happen in my life. I can feel it in my bones. Sun, 15 Feb 2009 17:17:36 http://www.i-feel.co.uk/pls/em_emocean.pg_single_post?p_post_id=222 http://www.i-feel.co.uk/pls/em_emocean.pg_single_post?p_post_id=222 I'm watching someone struggle to regain control of his life. It fucking crushes me to see him battle addiction and suicide, all the while trying to remember who he was before this all began. He looks to me for strength, but today is the first time that my unwavering belief that everything will be ok, is under threat. Dear God, please take the wheel, I'm tired; please bring him back to us. Thu, 12 Feb 2009 22:20:23 http://www.i-feel.co.uk/pls/em_emocean.pg_single_post?p_post_id=202 http://www.i-feel.co.uk/pls/em_emocean.pg_single_post?p_post_id=202 Natalie Ann's Voices cover (originally by Saosin) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c_s-Fjog_rg Mon, 05 Jan 2009 11:04:36 http://www.i-feel.co.uk/pls/em_emocean.pg_single_post?p_post_id=201 http://www.i-feel.co.uk/pls/em_emocean.pg_single_post?p_post_id=201 I'm not there with you,but I'm thinking of you... Wed, 17 Dec 2008 23:42:41 http://www.i-feel.co.uk/pls/em_emocean.pg_single_post?p_post_id=200 http://www.i-feel.co.uk/pls/em_emocean.pg_single_post?p_post_id=200 sometimes a song changes the atmosphere of a place. Mon, 08 Dec 2008 18:05:19 http://www.i-feel.co.uk/pls/em_emocean.pg_single_post?p_post_id=198 http://www.i-feel.co.uk/pls/em_emocean.pg_single_post?p_post_id=198 sometimes it's hard to forgive myself, but I imagine if I were only allowed to make one mistake in life, I'd be so grateful for more. Thu, 27 Nov 2008 09:23:34 http://www.i-feel.co.uk/pls/em_emocean.pg_single_post?p_post_id=197 http://www.i-feel.co.uk/pls/em_emocean.pg_single_post?p_post_id=197 you know that feeling, when something is so wrong, that it's hard to actually breathe. The feeling usually supersedes cold sweat, adrenalin, and a heart pumping so hard, it feels like it's about to burst out of your chest. Sat, 01 Nov 2008 09:48:55 http://www.i-feel.co.uk/pls/em_emocean.pg_single_post?p_post_id=196 http://www.i-feel.co.uk/pls/em_emocean.pg_single_post?p_post_id=196 "we're always behind this metal and glass. I think we miss that touch so much, that we crash into each other, just so we can feel something..." Tue, 07 Oct 2008 12:28:03 http://www.i-feel.co.uk/pls/em_emocean.pg_single_post?p_post_id=195 http://www.i-feel.co.uk/pls/em_emocean.pg_single_post?p_post_id=195 The next few moments will either make me or break me... I wonder if I'm brave enough to do this? Sun, 14 Sep 2008 05:57:09 http://www.i-feel.co.uk/pls/em_emocean.pg_single_post?p_post_id=193 http://www.i-feel.co.uk/pls/em_emocean.pg_single_post?p_post_id=193 Not at a disco - life! Should I run or should I stay... Thu, 28 Aug 2008 14:09:13 http://www.i-feel.co.uk/pls/em_emocean.pg_single_post?p_post_id=192 http://www.i-feel.co.uk/pls/em_emocean.pg_single_post?p_post_id=192 I wrote "I feel... destroyed" as the topic of my last blog and then I decided I should put it in here too since nobody reads my blogs. However, I will not bore anyone with the details of why.. especially since they have doubled since I wrote my blog. Instead I will only say that if I find out tonight about anybody else lying to me.. I am gonna bring a world of pain down on somebodys butt. Sun, 24 Aug 2008 05:24:57 http://www.i-feel.co.uk/pls/em_emocean.pg_single_post?p_post_id=191 http://www.i-feel.co.uk/pls/em_emocean.pg_single_post?p_post_id=191 My A1C was 5.6 today, it dropped in 3 months from 8.1 This means I am no longer in danger of certain medical problems. Yay. Unfortunately.. I still have my upcoming surgery to deal with... if I decide to go through with it. Thu, 21 Aug 2008 01:49:03 http://www.i-feel.co.uk/pls/em_emocean.pg_single_post?p_post_id=190 http://www.i-feel.co.uk/pls/em_emocean.pg_single_post?p_post_id=190 i have been in meetings all day, and now am trying to tune the oracle server that this sites runs on Mon, 18 Aug 2008 20:21:57 http://www.i-feel.co.uk/pls/em_emocean.pg_single_post?p_post_id=189 http://www.i-feel.co.uk/pls/em_emocean.pg_single_post?p_post_id=189 I am the son and the heir of a shyness that is criminally vulgar I am the son and heir of nothing in particular you shut your mouth how can you say I go about things the wrong way I am human and I need to be loved just like everybody else does ... there's a club if you'd like to go you could meet someone who really loves you so you go and you stand on your own and you leave on your own and you go home and you cry and you want to die ... Wed, 13 Aug 2008 15:14:45 http://www.i-feel.co.uk/pls/em_emocean.pg_single_post?p_post_id=188 http://www.i-feel.co.uk/pls/em_emocean.pg_single_post?p_post_id=188 Meeting the boss of Musketeer records next week Thursday ... for a job Tue, 12 Aug 2008 13:55:57 http://www.i-feel.co.uk/pls/em_emocean.pg_single_post?p_post_id=187 http://www.i-feel.co.uk/pls/em_emocean.pg_single_post?p_post_id=187 happy birthday to me.... no cake this year... that sucks Fri, 08 Aug 2008 15:54:09 http://www.i-feel.co.uk/pls/em_emocean.pg_single_post?p_post_id=186 http://www.i-feel.co.uk/pls/em_emocean.pg_single_post?p_post_id=186 It's funny... the one time I actually listened to people and didn't cling to the worst possible outcome... it actually happened. I love my doctor... but today he is not my friend. Wed, 06 Aug 2008 18:59:41 http://www.i-feel.co.uk/pls/em_emocean.pg_single_post?p_post_id=185 http://www.i-feel.co.uk/pls/em_emocean.pg_single_post?p_post_id=185 Biopsy #2 complete. Completely painful. 14 this time.. aggressive ones too... not just 6 simple ones. I will know in 2 weeks if it is cancer, but even if it is not cancer, they have to cut my neck open and operate. :( And me with nobody to cuddle. :( Sat, 26 Jul 2008 01:03:23 http://www.i-feel.co.uk/pls/em_emocean.pg_single_post?p_post_id=184 http://www.i-feel.co.uk/pls/em_emocean.pg_single_post?p_post_id=184 I decided this morning that if I can hear Martin sing I Remember You by Skid Row, just once.. I can die a happy woman. Tue, 22 Jul 2008 19:20:35 http://www.i-feel.co.uk/pls/em_emocean.pg_single_post?p_post_id=183 http://www.i-feel.co.uk/pls/em_emocean.pg_single_post?p_post_id=183 I don't know how I really feel. Tue, 22 Jul 2008 13:15:13 http://www.i-feel.co.uk/pls/em_emocean.pg_single_post?p_post_id=182 http://www.i-feel.co.uk/pls/em_emocean.pg_single_post?p_post_id=182